Today is
A NEW DAY
A NEW MIND SET
A NEW WAY OF THINKING
A BETTER WAY OF EATING
A BETTER WAY OF LIVING
TODAY I AM GETTING HEALTHIER!
As I brought up before I have lost a lot of weight. A small human. 😀 I have gained a few pounds back and I am a little above my goal. I was managing. Or ignoring it. I was like I am not sure why? HMMM Really? Ok, Ok yeah I know when I got out of myself. I saw it. I am way off of my plan. Off, of what works for me. I was at first thinking it was my OA medications. I do think that has not helped. I think that has played a big part in my weight gain. Why?
So what am I doing to get myself back in control and what through me off track. I am being open and honest. I am welcome for anyone who would like to help hold me accountable. DO not be sarcastic or rude. Unless I know and understand your humor.
1. OA medications. Just being on pain meds on a consistent or more regular basis. Something I have never done before. Medicine can cause weight gain. Not taking it on a empty stomacher even. I think my diagnosis caused some depression. I noticed a couple times I brought home new medication I would say what # that one was. Couple times I cried.
2. I have been eating crap for me. When I eat crap I feel it. My body feels icky. Only way to describe it simply. I have been eating way to much gluten products. I usually follow the 80/20 rule. That works for me. I do this in all my foods. I have been eating sugar shit too. UGH. When I was in my huge weight loss push in my written dietary Dr. goal was I could have 1 sweet treat a day. And this could be anything. Not 2 or 3. There are days this happens but should not be a norm. 1 a day. I am back to this. Last week I cleaned out the sweet food out of our house.
3. Food is comfort. Not that I was thinking about it that way. But was I subconsciously?
New goals
1. I am craving carrots and broccoli. So I bought some yesterday. John has been having a big plate of just grilled vegetables. I have this prepped for both of us. Usually we have just 1 or 2 kinds that he likes. This week we bought lots of different kinds prepped them all as a stir fry mix. They are ready to just toss in a pan, on a salad how ever we want. Dinner a lot of times we do a vegetable with meat. I need a lot of protein so I drink proteins drinks that are low in sugar,
2. I need to work harder on being hydrated. I am always dehydrated I am sure. it is a rare day I am not. Pretty much anything I can drink is golden in John and my book. This has not helped me feeling like crap either some days. I make a goal of 3 cans of no sugar carbonated water. I can not do artificial sugar. Gives me migraines. I do 1 large concoction of a protein drink/ regular water clean cocoa for breakfast. That is my for sure goals. Hey it is better then it was. I gave up soda 2 1/2 years ago. now it is a treat!
3. I want warm weather. I took advantage of the day yesterday and was out on my bike. 4 miles 20 minutes. I LOVE my new bike. I was telling John that. He goes "I know you do."💓. If it is warm enough for my body to handle the weather I am out on my bike for a ride. I have been going all over. I have found new lakes I did not know were around here. There are some really pretty areas. Great trails. I am learning to road ride also because at my lake I will be doing a lot of road riding or bringing my bike places. And that is kind of hard. My bike is heavy. But I will. There will be some great bike trips this summer. John purchased one also. We want to start going together. This is much easier on my joints. And boy is do I get a leg work out.
I am mentally back in the game. Back in life. For me that is 80% of the battle. I have tried all winter. But I have not felt good and it only lasted a short while. Now I am feeling better daily, mentaly, physically, less pain (but still plenty of pain).
Please feel free to leave your butt kicking comments of holding me accountable, checking in or support. It would be great motivation. Thanks, Brenda